Tokyo Jihen - Sweet Spot

Sweet Spot

If I lose my voice
You'll be the one reason
Without you here
Only echoes will ring

My song glides
On a wind free and flowing
Keep it nice
Keep it natural

You always know my sweet spot
You conjure up
My voice from down deep inside
And all I know is
You play me right

I just want you to touch me
No harm is ever done
By these things
And if you go away
I'll never feel like breathing

If you choose to leave
You'll leave in the season
My song's been sung
Only echoes still ring

One thing twice
Is too close to nothing
Make it nice
Make it sensual

You always know my sweet spot
You melt away
The ice from down deep inside
But no you don't know
It feels so right

I just want you to touch me
No joy is ever won
By these things
And if you go away
I'll never hear my heartbeat

There is no explaining
How we got this far
You never did promise anyone
So when I stop
And I think about it
I wonder is this really
Is this really what you wanted?

I always know your sweet spot
Well you could take a short cut
Or take your time
'Cause only I can read
Your signals right

You lead me where you want me
But I can never hold in
My weeping
'Cause when you go away
I hear only echoes ring

my comment for this song:.......................(sorry, this guy is available for talking right now. please try again later)

its been a while

hey hey! its been a while since my last post in this blog. i didn't think my previous blog has anything structured. it just came out of my head and, yea well, completely and totally abstract. a friend of mine told me that its good to have some absurds and abstracts. just write it anywhere and the good thing it might be my sort of luck or whatever.

anyways! just enjoy, ok? :]

lucky single

sometimes, i do feel good being sngle all this time. watching my friend cries at the office make me feel "jeez, lucky i'm single by now". but then again, being single is like, i can get laid with every girl that i'm close to! (well, not literally getting laid. I'm just exaggerating it. oh well, whatever).
in the end, a distraction is just a distraction. nothing else. that's why i dare say i really am lucky to be single right now.

. black . black . and black . fix .

it like it black. it gives the expression (and maybe of impression) of darkness (OF COURSE! duuhh), gloomy, sorrowness, yeah, something like that. i dunno why i like this freakin color, but the way it produce the tone, makes a glimpse out of me.

check out my other blog, mostly full of vintages and blueness and of course, black.

http://insulindeart.blogspot.com/

stresses out

booze . booze . booze. i freaking need them right now. fuck's sake.

bad day, bad time. fuck's sake.

sometimes, its better for us to stay still. because shit happens.
yeah, shit happens. all the time.

Greatest things

The greatest things that we humans have ever created are the conceptualization of heaven and hell, and the imaginary idols of God Themself

Seeker of The Truth

as they grow old, people tends to ignore all the things they learnt and start looking for something exaggerating. let's say, The Seeker of The Truth.

Selasa, 16 Maret 2010

pagi, around 12.00 a.m.

ku berjalan menyusuri kota Jakarta, with a friend of mine. Yes, just the two of us. we talked about many things, from my relationship to hers, theories, politics, human behaviours, bands, and even sex, and many more. apart from all of that, Jakarta is a very beautiful place, terlepas dari banyaknya kemacetan, sampah-sampah yang menumpuk, dan macam-macam. we drived along bintaros until kelapa gading. Yes, we drived through north till south Jakarta! It was a truly a wonderful journey, just like the movie Before Sunrise, dimana diceritakan seorang laki-laki yang baru putus dan seorang wanita yang (kalo g salah) being dumped by his boy. And then they met, and, kinda to say that they both have an instant chemistry between them and decided to spent the night all the way in Paris (or France? i forgot. hahaha). And we spent the whole day seeing each other (that means we spent the whole monday together, well, not entirely) from daytime until the next daytime, just like Before Sunrise. Hmm, where will we go next time? hahaha :0

pagi, 6.00 a.m.

pulang kerumah, with the feel a little bit sleepy. i even slept on my way home! hahaha. you know, it's kinda a letdown because, you know, i have this feeling towards her and it's kinda sad that this morning (when we drived along the city of Jakarta) when she told me about her relationship status at present. ku tertidur sesaat setelah kubuka kamarku.

siang, 2.00 p.m.

terbangun, kedinginan, ketika kulihat pemandangan diluar, its raining outside. heavy rain. maybe windy. i don't know. i don't care. kulihat sisa rokokku dalam kotak rokok. my oh my, there's only 2 pieces left! oh i'm such a heavy smoker (padahal semalem cuma beli setengah bungkus dan lebih sering minta hahaha). Well, i burned my cigarette, while i was watching the view. Ah, betapa segarnya angin berhembus disiang hari ini. perlahan kudengar alunan lagu dari ponselku Orange Latte - Rain Song. Sejenak ku termenung akan hal semalam. Her words, altough i couldn't reach it, i'm just happy just to spent the whole day with her. And just seeing this rain, i'm wondering if she sees them, too.

"...somebody there who is seeing the same drops
same color of the same grey cloud
who always get a question start and make me think
is that somebody think about me while she feels the rain
I wish to send my love
I wish she send me love
throughout this rain"

*Orange Latte - Rain song

Sore, 5.00 p.m.

Fuh, after struggling with my paperworks and assignments, i think it's the best time to have a smoke or two! kuraih pintu teras dan kubuka, kudapati pemandangan luar. hujan. Ya, still raining, tapi masih lebih mendingan daripada tadi siang. Untuk sejenak, kepikirkan tentang masa depanku. tidak mungkin untuk aku untuk tinggal terus disini, dirumah ini. yang ada nantinya akan terus terbelenggu. i always wanted freedom. free from all the things in this house.

night, 8.00 p.m.

Finally, the assignments are all finished? It's time to have another cigarettes. jadi bingung kan mau ngapain. Have a dinner maybe. Alone. When i think about it, it reminds me of the moment where i'll be living alone. Whether in a renthouse or an apartment. Maybe invite a couple of friends to stay, or invite a girl. the girl who was with me last night, maybe? hmm...we'll see that :)

midnight

Insomniac's still haunting me. Gives me time to think about anything. Maybe i could come up with many thoughts or something..